Back to hometown~!

Received a message from Kiki, her dad accident passed away… The early morning call her immediately after I read the sms… she keep crying on the phone… she miss her dad very much… she can’t accept that her dad will passed away and leave her alone so soon…

Since secondary school Kiki and me always stick together, school times… Tuition… and even after SPM she followed me studied at the same college… I was worried about her… I was thinking whether I want to go back hometown or not … I know I can’t help much… but at least I just go there visit her and accompany her for awhile for this moment when she need a friend.

I sms to all the classmate and schoolmate whoever knows Kiki hope they can contribute some "White Gold" for the funeral…

I took my luggage to office… I not sure whether I’m allow applying leave for tomorrow or not… surprisingly boss allowed me…
I never try take KTM back to hometown before… therefore after work I went to KL sentral and get the ticket directly... but I only able to back to the nearest station (Sungkai)…as Bidor no station for KTM.... Reached KL sentral at 6.20pm… missed 6pm train… the ticket lady told me the latest train only available at 8pm… I bought it… 2nd class seat it cost RM17.00… another one and half hours have to wait… went to KFC order some nugget to feed my stomach…

“Tuan Tuan dan Puan Puan sila perhatian Langkawi Express akan tiba the platform 2 Gate A” The counter announce… I was excited as this my 1st experience taking train back to hometown~

I found my seat,

Open newspaper and reading the horoscope :P Suddenly… “Excuse me, May I know what is your seat no?” The couple said… I took out my ticket from my handbag and show them… it was duplicate seat no printed on the ticket… Ehh… I double checked again… I realize the ticket's lady had printed wrong date for me… my ticket only can be use on 11/12/2009…. Not tonight…
I took my luggage out and checked with the staff in the train… Luckily there was empty seat available… if not I need to get down from the train already…. =.=”
Phew… Next time must check the ticket 1st after purchase…

It took 2 hours to reach Sungkai… by the time I reached Sungkai was 10.30pm… My mum should be sleeping… Stanley came to the station and fetched me home…
Thanks Stanley =)

Immediately went to Kiki’s house after bath… accompany her the night… helping her doing for those "paper gold" which need to burn it to her father tomorrow... till late mid night… Went back home rest and tomorrow evening have to go there again…

The next day wake up… no one at home… sitting sofa alone listening to the hitz from Astro… taking up my phone and started sms to friends… see who free to entertain me lolol~~~ Eff was suddenly passed by my mind… knew him for some times… Thur facebook… but never visit him before… he is a famous freelancer hair stylist at Bidor.

Underground Hair Salon located at his house... My sis… Esther and friends also went there few times before… excluded me… hahahaaa… so many times wanted to go there at the end couldn’t make it…

Decided Sms to Eff see whether he is at Bidor or not…
“I wanna be with you, wanna be with you” My phone rings… This is my current sms tone~~~ Eff replied “Yeah, I’m free now”

Today Eff Salon visit day hahahaaa… When I reached Eff’s house… My stomach was calling me… the whole morning wake up till noon I didn’t have my proper meal yet… He wanted to cook for me, but no food found in his house only a "mee suan" and some veggie plus mushroom… Sitting at his underground Salon and waiting for the food to serve~
He cancelled all the hair do appointments with his customers and we chill at the underground the whole noon… Eff same horoscope with me, when we talk about relationship… character… and some of the topic… We found that we look alike… Just like a mirror in front of me… I can see my shadow in his body… his mind… his soul… almost everything are same… it was so surprised…

After visited Eff Salon… went to Kiki’s place again~ I met back Miko in the funeral =) We was same college last time was lost contact after I no longer studying there… met her back in facebook few months ago Thur Kiki friend’s list… Glad that tonight we can catch up again =D

Kiki was busy in the whole funeral night… we didn’t talk much tonight~ Just sitting there and started some conversation + gossip with Miko… :P

Have to go back to KL tonight… Tomorrow Friday have to work again…

This morning I had Purchased a bus ticket back to KL…. the last bus… 7.30pm… It.... was so surprise Eff offered send me back to KL… XD

7.30pm bus was too rush for me…
After reach KL, one glass of Margarita at Coco banana 1 to end the night~Thanks for the ride home Eff (:

Need some rest for myself

Finally... all the entertain event from company end.... Everyone deep breath and "Phew" is time to rest and rushing for end year closing.....

Me... myself... almost everyday full activities... not only company function... but busy of outing... part time.... and blah... blah..... already skip my badminton for the whole week.... no gym for one week plus....

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That was.... my days.... last week.....

I hate to eat dinner alone.... therefore almost everyday I plan my dinner schedule... unless the person ffk only I go back home rest.... that time I will skip my dinner....

Monday... normally no plan... depend prefer go home rest sleep the whole night recharge my body....
Eagle was very sick on Monday... so I have to take train and went to his house visit him.... went back home around 12 plus... it was late... and I have no choice have to call cab....

Tuesday.... normally go Gym with Eagle... but he was sick for almost two weeks... so I skip my gym for one week plus liao... visit sick Eagle today too.... He still high fever... called up Jack and asked him to fetch Eagle to Pantai Hospital do blood test.....Two medicine.... and blood test cost... RM400 plus... =( Hope he can recover after those medicine....

Wednesday.... Badminton session with my bro gang! Skip last Wed.... company function... RHB Retro night.... need to be Usher that night.... stand on the stage be a dolly holding the lucky draw for VIP to draw the winner XD

Thursday... Gym again... but Eagle still sick... so skip gym and dinner with friend at Jaya One... drink one pint of Hoogarden and I bought a small pack of cigarette for myself...
Awwwww..... I have been stop for so long.... I didn't smoke for so long already.... not sure why I just suddenly feel like want to smoke.... too stress?? Or too worry about him... How's his sick.... Hope he can recover soon....

Friday... Company function again... Alliance Bank~ at Conlay...
Eagle went back to hometown.... take a long rest under his parents take care of him... He is still sick... and no energy....

Saturday... Early morning 5am wake up.... need to go to SIBKL a Church next to Eastin Hotel... Helping makeover for Christmas musical shooting.... Just some simple basic foundation and touch up work~~ I couldn't help much as I need to rush to Uptown at 11am....

A shooting appointment with Carads.com.my Magazine~~ Is a new car trader magazine which going to launch mayb next month.... I not sure whether they have enough time to launch the magazine or not~~~ Hopefully can lolol~~ Just shoot for two cars~ Thanks David Alan Bates for the shooting~~ he is the photographer of that day and also Editor for the magazine~~

After the shooting.... went back home rest for one hour.... and I need to rush to KL Life Centre for MC Asia Music conference event..... need to work there till 2am....
Jerry told me.... got two girls ffk him... and he hope I can come and help him... hmmm... Okay.... I just go since I'm free n nothing to do.....

The whole Saturday... like... zombie.... XD

Sunday.... went to Puchong to have my brunch~~~ After that snooker session at IOI mall with friends.... In fact.... I'm a lousy player XD
Evening time... Desa Petaling homemade Steamboat all night long.....
Thanks May preparing all the food for us~

Eagle... Lose 3kg... =(
Tomorrow he will back to KL... recovering status 80%....
have to do the last blood test again tomorrow....

My body started aching... I need a fully massage for myself....
need a long long rest....
I started some headache also in de morning....
and I feel very sleepy during work time....

Sometime not even know what for I need to make myself so tired....
mayb... easy to sleep??
In fact.... I realize too tired is not easy to fall sleep also....
I tried before I couldn't sleep as over use my energy.....

Have to plan a healthy lifestyle for myself loh....

I'm not a Super Woman......

(P/s: no photo attached at this post~ lazy to publish and post it today....)

The suffering of sickness....

Taking LRT... from Ampang Park to Taman Maluri....
Raining day.... I hate the rain especially after work.... forgot to bring my umbrella today as I'm using another bag which too small can't fit the umbrella in....
Thanks Anas show me the way to the condo... Thanks for her umbrella too....

This is my 1st time seeing one person sick till like that....

I can see his suffering...
I can feel his pain....
I can see he is trying to escape the sick evil...
I can feel he have no energy to move...
I can't do anything for him...
No food for me to cook for him....
I go down take away some light food and hope he can eat before he have his medicine....
His body... his head fore is very very warm now....
worry about him... I not sure what I can do for him... I pray....

Dear Jesus Lord, my father.... Thanks for listening my prayer.... father please send the healing power to Wayne.... please remove all the sickness from his body.... please bless him... be with him till he fully recover.....Thanks Lord....I pray this in Jesus name..... Amen.....

Lord, if you can really hear me, please bless for Pui San and Desmond also.... send them the healing power and remove all the sickness from their body... bless those who are in sickness can recover as soonest as possible.... I pray this in Jesus name.... Amen...

In Love with RED De Tomato

Hunting day!!
Hunting for Red mask, Red dinner bag, Red stone with necklace, Red ear ring, Red Shoes!!!!!!

Just suddenly fall in love with RED!!!! Everything in RED~~~ to match with my black long dinner dress =D

Finally, I able to get one Red mask and one Red dinner bag~ The Red bag is my advance Christmas gift from K =D Jam everywhere after hunting… Happy hour at the Library ecurve~ New place for those working adults happy hours! Two pint of HoeGaarden…
Already make me drunk… I’m not a beer drinker…

My face, my eyes RED and turn to become Tomato… Tomato… Tomato wearing white T and jeans hahahahaaaa…
Beer finished~! Is time to go back home…

Walking towards to car park with K… walking from Curve to Ikano… everyone looking at Tomato as she was really RED… Eh…

K was trying to take care Tomato as she really look drunk, don’t know what’s wrong… suddenly K holding her hand tightly and walked towards to the flower’s shop and asked.. “which flower do you think nice?” Tomato use her finger just simply point the Red Lily…
and he bought it on the spot…
“A small bouquet of flowers for Tomato”…. She not sure what respond she should give… It was just so suddenly…

While heading back home… K was offering Tomato become his gf…
Tomato rejected…
As Tomato heart had reserved to Eagle…
K look disappointed… he smile and pass her the flower and bag
“Take it…. These are belong to you from me, take care the flower and hope you like the bag”

Received a call from K, a dinner invitation…

Do you think Tomato should go for the dinner with K?

Birthday for Wayne aka Eagle

Having a big birthday party at Phuture on 7th Nov night~ Not my birthday dude :P
Is Wayne’s birthday~ Too bad…. many of my zhi mui unable to attend due to everyone having exam on Monday~ some of them back hometown… and some was travelling… Eh... Thought that can bring some single ladies out n have fun together XD

If Esther… Joanna… April… Renee… Eve… Nicole… Shany… Alicia… Fannie… Bowie… all come together the night must be fantastic!

At last only two confirm my invitation… I’m glad that Funny and Fanny joining the party with me ^__^ Thanks for coming girls~

Viv Viv, and two sweeties Funny and Fanny~~~

I’m so sorry that I didn’t spend much time with u all as need to take care of drunk birthday Eagle that night… heheheeee…
I hope u all enjoyed the party night :P Blek…

Overall I think got around 40 friends attending his birthday party Oooh…

********* When we on the dance floor ♥ ♥

Eagle was very drunk that night…

keep vomiting… but I couldn’t do anything at all… I can feel his suffering…

Appreciate my friend Edward sent me the Forest Cheese cake from Splendid cakes & café

For more info about the cakes shop http://www.splendidcafe.com.my

Special Thanks Michael, Jerry Tan, Jack, Andy and Andy’s cousin

Thanks Michael for carry Wayne out from Phuture XD

Thanks Jerry Tan and Jack lead the direction to Wayne’s house… although both of you lead the wrong direction and we get lost on the road lolol…

Thanks Andy n Andy’s cousin fetching Eagle home

The next day after awake from alcohol… Breakfast of the day… The Forest cheese cake from Splendid cakes & café :P
I love the black forest inside the cheese cake~~~
Must try if you spot the cake shop next time =)

The birthday drunk eagle also awake…. He looks like no more energy… and still in drunk condition…

Drunk Eagle is time to wake up and we need to go pavilion before 2.20pm~~~ :P

Pamper him in Gold class cinema and enjoy the last show of MJ “That is it!”
The Gold Class wash room :P Am I wear sweet enough today?
The chair was really comfortable but if come together with massage chair then would be much better….
Total Bill for both Tickets RM102… for a movie lolol… Really very expensive… chair, blanket plus movie RM102? XD

Next time better arrange go to SPA or massage session… :P

The birthday gift that I bought earlier was not suitable size for him… too big for him… Eh…

We went to Nike and on the spot get another new one. The old one… no choice the staff told me cannot change after purchase…
hmm…
I’m looking for new buyer… anyone need knee protection?? Suitable for basketball or badminton player~ Lelong Lelong~~ XD RM50 already discount liao lo…
size XL, new and good condition. Anyone interested?

After Gold class session~ rushing back to Sekichan for basketball competition, so we didn’t have any special birthday meal, just a self cook BBQ teriyaki meal at pavilion~ which Eagle recommended.

Eagle was wearing the knee protection in the competition =D and he will wear it while playing basketball every time… So consider a useful gift bah…. If not I also don’t know what to buy for him liao… as he have everything… >.<” A self made birthday card… Forest Cheese cake… Photo (both of us)… Knee protection… Gold class… Accompany him back hometown and support him in the competition… Just a simple birthday for him… Hope he like everything XD hmm… Hope he like me too lolol Mmmuahhahaaa…. Sorry sorry out of control I have to behave myself… :P

Friendship Who Is A True Friend

We all have friends~ A lot gets talked about friendships....

Everyone wants a true friend, and many of us believe that we have a friend who can be called a true friend. What kind of relations do friends share?

When can we call a friend a true friend, and when can our friends take us as their true friend. After a romantic relationship, friendships are the most important relationships we can have...

Though all of us have family and distant family, most of us rely on friends for advice, comfort and inspiration. How do we define a relation that can be called as one of true friendship?

The very first sign of a very good friend, not necessarily a true friend is that we are not worried about courtesies. You will call your friend at any hour and talk without any thought of time in your mind.

Similarly, whenever you need support, you will call a very good friend and ask him/her to help you out...

They expect the same from you. Another important trait of such relations is that we are not much worried about exposing ourselves. We speak about everything in our mind without worrying about what our friends will think.

We are sure that they will take our talk in the spirit it was made. We are unguarded and open with friends in our talk.

*A true friend is a little more than a very good friend.

*A true friend will support you even if it hurts his/her own interest.

*A true friend will understand your motives and needs and will be with you without any analysis or criticism.

*A true friend will come forward to help without any request and be with us in need without showing it or expecting anything in return.

*With a true friend, you can be sure that you will get help to the extent possible by him/her. Nothing will remain unturned.

*A true friend makes no excuses of having work or appointments or anything but will be with you whenever you need him/her.

*A true friend will support you even if the whole world opposes you.

*A true friend is not an opportunist.

Instead of having hundreds of good friends, if you have a true friend, treat yourself lucky.

If you can also become a true friend of someone, you will be blessed, because it is much easier for all of us to expect but very difficult to give.

Be a true friend yourself first....

Dear all NOV Babies!!!

Checked back my calendar I got 21 friends birthday for the whole NOV~ @.@””
I'm full appointment for this month XD
all about birthday celebration~~
and... I'm broke this month... as too many functions plus birthday party.... need to use lots $$$$$.... Errmmmm.... got "Ah Long" can borrow money to me? =.="

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Happy Birthday to all NOV born babies~

Here my hand made Birthday card ^__^

Wanna wish all of you~~

Happy Birthday!!

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The card had RSVP by someone :P Just to show off my art work lolol

The Mask of Humanity

People come and people go…

Some might stay forever/ longer with you some might just stay for couple of years/ months or some might just Hi Bye and you don’t even remember their name at all…

Everyone wearing mask to protect themselves… some of them use it to cheat people around… who are actually sincere to be your friend you don’t even know…

You can’t prevent one day the closest one will betray you too…

As we always don’t know the truth behind the science of their mask…

They wearing mask to hide their secret… to hide their real personality… Everyone won’t show the 100% of themselves in front of people…

Those people seem like strong… whose know they only look strong outer… inter heart is soft… they only will release themselves when they are alone… They need to be strong to protect themselves…

Those people seem like weak and soft… whose know they only look weak outer… inter heart actually they are Evil…

Those people seem like rich… wearing branded… using branded… hang out high standard places… whose know they actually own lots debts out there…

Those people seem like poor… wearing T shirt, short pan… driving local car… whose know they actually very rich but they don’t want to spend…

Those people seem like treat you very well… in fact… are they really well behind you?

Those people seem like they don’t care… but actually they care more than anyone else…

Instead of suspect people… try to learn believe…

As keep on suspect… the most suffers only you…

There is always “TRUST” between human to human…

When you trust that person… you will try to give out what you think is valuable to him/ her… but please remember not to expect to get the same value back…

The more you expect… the more you will disappointed if they can’t reach your expectation…

Do not over “TRUST” a person…

At least prepare yourself a safety bed… incase when he/ she push you fall down from the building you won’t get so much hurt…. you won’t directly falling to the floor….

As we always don’t know the truth behind the science of human mask…

Cherish your life

Many friends told me that I’m strong enough to face everything… am I really strong? Actually I just look strong but deep inside my heart I know myself… I’m just weak woman… I just don’t want to show it out… I always pretend like nothing and cheerful… I don’t want anyone worry about me…

So far till now just only two of my ex bf knows that I’m a negative thinking person…

I tried abused myself before... I tried committed suicide before… I tried ate lots medicine to end up my life… I can tell u that feeling was so suffer and my heart beat was jumping very fast after ate those medicines…. My heart beat getting fast and faster…. almost couldn’t breathe… and the screen in front started became black couldn’t see anything…

I thought I was dying soon…I fainted…
I was surprise I able awake the next day…lucky didn’t success to kill myself…
Really Thanks god that I am still here…
Think back… damn stupid… why that time I did this to myself…
If I was died…
I know the saddest person must be my mum…
and the person who hurt me must be laughing me at back...

Suddenly talk about my passed… as I received an email…
one of my facebook friend sharing his passed with me… he also almost the same thinking person like me… he also tried suicide before… read thru his story… some similarity with my passed too…
I’m glad that he been saved and he is still alive. Thanks god~

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Recently… I’m in very bad condition….
I didn’t share to anyone…
I not sure what is the next step I going to do…
I can’t imagine…
I can’t plan anything now…
I can’t ask for anyone to help me…
I can’t think any solution for myself…
I can’t trust anyone…
I feel Depress…

No matter how bad condition…

I promise myself…

I won’t do back the same thing again…
I will try my best to face it…

I will still smile when you still see me in the earth (:

Oh ya…
Have you all know the movie “2012” will showing on 12th Nov?

I think everyone waiting to watch this movie, as it is about end of the world… If you like Forecast movie don’t miss this ya~

Talking about end of the world…

My colleague had tried searched “end of the world” in Utube….

She told me there are two predictions one is Chinese style, another one western style… both are under different century but they can predict the same date for end of the world… It will be on

1st Dec 2012…

I not sure how true about this… but in bible… End of the world really exists.

If end of the world is true and we only be able to live till 2012 as the predictions said…

So friends… do cherish your life… cherish your love one as we really don’t know what’s going to happen next…

Headache....

Not to bring personal issue to work…
Even you feel frustrated and wanted to release your stress…

Try work out with sport get sweat or go to karaoke sing as loud as possible till everything release out…

Viv viv please do not faint… try to find out solution…

Big headache… so many problems suddenly come together… just don’t know need to start from where…

AAAAAaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Want to sound it out!!!